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Truth Seeming Lies

I ‘m becoming wise by realizing your truth seeming lies I have paid enough price damn you are filled with too much pride. Recently you have been meeting a guy, I have been noticing for a while. I called your cell phone as I saw you with him on the street's side. You said “I’m busy with my office work, call you later baby bye bye”.....   Unbelievable was happening in front of my own eyes.... now my mind is angry at you but my heart still cries. I think its time for me to say u goodbye, had enough with your truth seeming lies, your truth seeming lies I have recently realized. I was the one trying to be with you but you; you kept on going away, screw you Remember I wasn't the one who betrayed, Now I think my loyalty cost me you. I don't understand why you still pretend to be with me. Go where you want to be...... And when you would have gone, I won’t be lonely, just alone I ‘m becoming wise by realizing your truth...

People Say

People Say He got nothing in his head, mislead, always lying in his bed, Eyes red, almost dead People say Don’t know where he’s heading at. But he still moves on with a vision, following his guts, ignoring the shit that others said. People say…. They can’t see your trying spirit They say like they are one step ahead, like they have done better than they could have. Spitting out advises, like they were wisdom-fed. Criticized by most, rejected by many, To regain the social status, he ventured out Though he might fail again but trying nothing Would cause him greater pain, Still Insane. Deciding his future sitting by the window pane Quiet he remains, preferring solitude over company of insanes  Waiting to see the rainbow after rain! People say He got no life, lost his chance, Just creating another hype, but he got that vibe, Somewhere inside, that’s how he survives hell of a ride. He will become infinite in a limited time. Be...

LOST & FOUND

LOST : To my surprise, yet another problem arise. I criticize for I respond lately. To be precise, I have been away from myself. Need help, need a push, An awakening within myself. Once I was a plodder But now just an indolent lad Looking for a supporting shoulder. Depression, kind of current state. Progression null, everything at stake. Awake with no desire or vision, Past has nothing to inspire either. Current habits have seized the leisure. My condition is, I have nowhere to go Hoping for a bright future. Doing nothing, fading away the glow. I walk slow, feel low Seems like I am dying every second inside Still brave enough to accept the reality But the fear of future still hides. Vision got blurred, this fact is clear ! For me, it takes too long to get along, don't know whats wrong I guess i'm tired of making mistakes each time a piece of peace it takes Feels like I'm losing touch of reality half dead but still awake, huh seems witty I lo...

"Caged Rage" on this very page

I thought you were my one and only, now I rather prefer to be lonely I changed, the day u betrayed me, its my alter ego that saved me.... ironically my part which loved you, is cynically  hard on you ...! now I don't really have a  heart 'coz you tore it apart, now my turn to play the devil's part, lets see if you got that heart. Lately i realized, breaking hearts is your priceless piece of art, your endless drama; don't know from where to start......! You stumble with a minor load, and here I operate, in every damn mode. Right now I'm in rage mode, which you might not afford. Your mind:stiff as an iron rod, to reshape it, let's turn on the heat mode. Day by day seems like i'm killing myself Thoughts of you drilling my skull, God help !! I feel dull, try to be normal but end up null!! feels like hell, rather emotions hard to spell In these forms, in my mind you dwell, like a storm, raging through body, tearing it apart like hell ! Le...